Im applying for unban

I got banned for fearrp I didnt get what fear rp meant any way I was a combine and then a cp became a rebel and kidnapped me but I wasnt listening what fear rp was because I dont get it and now I get can I please get an unban.And my name in combine control as a citizen that can turn into combine is John Alex  I came here to apply for an un ban if I get unbanned I will be happy and  join back the server and enjoy it more.